Letters264 Letter CCLXIV. Pktkr, abbot of ciajny, to Bernard, abbot of Clairvaux. (A.D. 1149)
Letter CCLXIV. Pktkr, abbot of ciajny, to Bernard, abbot of Clairvaux. (A.D. 1149)
He expresses his friendship towards Bernard, and asks that a monk named Nicholas may be sent to him.
To BERNARD, Abbot of Clairvaux, the strong and splendid pillar of the monastic order, nay, of the whole Church of God, PETER, the humble Abbot of Cluny, wishes the salvation which God has promised to those that love Him.
If it were allowed me, if the Providence of God did not forbid it, if man's path through life were in his own power, I should have preferred to be united by an indissoluble bond to your dear and blessed self, rather than reign any where, or be a prince amongst men. Ought not your dwelling, which is pleasing not only to men, but to the angels themselves, to be preferred by me before all earthly kingdoms? If I were to say that you were a fellow-citizen with them, though hope has not yet passed into possession, by the mercy of God I shall not be found a liar. If it had been given me to be here with you, even to my last breath, it would, perhaps, be given me after death to be for ever where you might be. Whither should I run save after you, drawn by the savour of your ointments? But since this is not given always I wish that it could be, at all events, given often. And since even this cannot be, I wish at least that I could often see those sent by you. And since this also happens but seldom, I wish next that your Holiness in the person of your messenger, Nicholas, who loves you, would come and stay with me till the Octave of the Lord; and in this request I think your heart partly joins my heart wholly. I shall see you, holy brother, in him, I shall hear of you through him, and I will entrust to him whatever I wish to make known secretly to your wisdom. To your holy soul, and to all the Saints who serve Almighty God under your rule, I commend myself and mine with all possible prayer, with all possible devotion.
Forti ac splendidae monastici Ordinis, imo totius Ecclesiae Dei columnae, domino BERNARDO Clarae-Vallis abbati, PETRUS humilis Cluniacensis abbas, salutem quam repromisit Deus diligentibus se.
Si liceret, si Dei dispositio non obstaret, si in hominis potestate esset via ejus; maluissem charissimae Beatitudini tuae nexu indissolubili adhaerere, quam principari inter mortales alicubi, vel regnare. Quid enim? nonne regnis omnibus terrenis praeferri a me deberet grata non solum hominibus, sed et angelis ipsis cohabitatio tua? Concivem te illorum si dixero, licet nondum spes in rem transierit, per misericordis Dei gratiam mendax non ero. Si plane mihi datum fuisset usque ad ultimum spiritum tecum hic esse, daretur fortassis posthac et ubi esses etiam perpetuo esse. Quo enim currerem nisi post te, tractus odore unguentorum tuorum a te? Quod quia semper non datur, utinam vel saepe daretur! Et quia nec illud est, utinam saltem frequenter videam missos a te! Et hoc quoque quia raro contingit, volo ut vel in proximo Sanctitas tua amantem se per suum Nicolaum usque ad Octavas Domini mecum mansurum visitet, in quo tuus, ut mihi videtur, ex parte et meus ex toto spiritus requiescit. Videbo te, sancte frater, in illo audiam te per illum, et quaedam, quae secreto nota fieri volo sapientiae tuae, mandabo per ipsum. Sanctae animae tuae, sanctisque sub regimine tuo omnipotenti Domino servientibus, me nostroque, quantis possum precibus, quanta possum devotione commendo.