Letters389 Letter CCCLXXXIX. To Peter, Abbot of Cluny. (A. D. 1150)
Letter CCCLXXXIX. To Peter, Abbot of Cluny. (A. D. 1150)
Bernard expresses the pleasure which the letter of Peter had given him, and regrets that the burden of his occupations prevents his writing at greater length.
To his very dear father and lord, Peter Abbot of the Cluniacs, Brother Bernard, called Abbot of Clairvaux, health and the assurance of his prayers.
I have had but a little moment to read your letter, but I have been affected by it in no small degree. Though I had been occupied as much as you know, or may suppose, dearest father, yet I was able to withdraw for a moment, and escape from a crowd of people who had business with me, and to whom I was to give interviews. Shutting myself up with that Nicholas whom your soul loves, I read and re-read your letter, in which I found so much sweetness. Your affection was so manifest in it, that it aroused my affection in return. I regretted that I was so tormented with business, as not to be able to reply. There could not have been a worse day for that: for a great multitude had come together, from almost every nation under heaven. It was necessary that I should give an answer to all. It was no doubt, for my sins that I was born into the world for these cares without number, by which my life is weighed down and consumed. In the meantime I write to you, my dear friend, these few words of reply: and when I shall get the time, I will write you more carefully, to open to you more clearly the heart of one who loves you. With respect to the will of Baroni which you have sent to me, I may most truly say that I receive as a gift on your part, and not as a legal right, the legacy made by it. I am glad to know the exact facts letter cccxc.
regarding the election at Grenoble,« and I assure you that I am very sensible of that which our common son reported to me upon that subject on your behalf. I am quite prepared to do willingly what you wish in that matter. In your General Chapter at Citeaux, special mention was made of you, as of an eminent father and prelate, and also a oea friend: and prayer made for all the Religious of your Order, whether living or dead. 2 The Bishop Elect of Beauvais as being yours, salutes you: for he is yours.,,.
I Nicholas, your son (who have written this letter) salute you for ever and beyond; and also all that saintly community who are united to you both in body and in spin.
Charissimo patri et domino PETRO, Dei gratia Cluniacensium abbati, frater BERNARDUS Clarae-Vallis vocatus abbas, salutem et orationes.
Vidi litteras vestras parvo momento, sed non parvo affectu. Occupatus eram tanta occupatione, quantam vel vos scitis, vel scire potestis, amantissime pater. Abripui tamen me, et eripui votis et responsionibus omnium: et inclusi me cum Nicolao illo, quem diligit anima vestra. Legi et relegi dulcedinem, et magnam dulcedinem, quae de vestris litteris emanabat. Redolebant illae litterae affectum vestrum, movebant meum. Dolebam, quia sicut afficiebar, non valebam rescribere. Nempe multa diei malitia evocabat. Convenerat enim multitudo magna fere ex omni natione, quae sub coelo est. Me oportebat omnibus respondere: quia, peccatis meis exigentibus, in hoc natus sum in mundum, ut multis et multiplicibus sollicitudinibus confundar, et urar. Hoc tantillum interim scribo animae meae: sed cum accepero tempus, ego accuratius dictabo epistolam, quae lucidius aperiat diligentis affectum. De testamento Baronis, quod nobis misistis, in veritate vobis mandamus, quia non sicut debitum, sed sicut datum accepimus. Gaudeo, quia de Gratianopolitano negotio veritatem cognovi. Illud autem scitote, quia multum incaluit cor meum ad verba communis filii, quae ex parte vestra retulit mihi. Paratus sum et non sum turbatus ad faciendam vestram, ubicumque potuero, voluntatem. In conventu Cisterciensi, vestri, tanquam specialis domini, et patris, et amici charissimi, et vestrorum, tam vivorum, quam mortuorum, memoria facta est. Salutat vos Belvacensis electus, ut vester: vester est enim.
Ego Nicolaus vester saluto vos in aeternum, et oltra, et domesticam illam familiam, quae lateri et spiritui vestro adhaeret.