Letters81 Letter LXXXI. To Gerard, abbot of pottieres (Circa A.D. 1130)
Letter LXXXI. To Gerard, abbot of pottieres (Circa A.D. 1130)
He defends himself against a false accusation "which had been made against him.
I do not remember that I ever wrote anything to the Count of Nevers, to accuse you personally, nor is it true to say that I have. But if I have written a letter to that prince it is on behalf of your Church, and I consider that in this I have acted not against you, but on your behalf. I had heard that on your advice, and with your consent, he proposed to come to you on a visit of inspection, in order to ascertain whether there was any truth in the many evil reports which were going abroad concerning your house, and, if so, to whom the blame was to be laid, so that he might correct with zeal and care anything that he might find to be wrong.' I do not see that you have any right to feel yourself injured or to complain because I took pains to strengthen the prince by my encouragement in a resolution so just and so pious. On the contrary, I think I did rightly and in the interests of the House of God in rousing the zeal of the man who was able to apply a remedy to the evil from which it suffered. You quote the Holy Scripture to convince me that I have done wrong because I did not begin by warning you; but know that I have absolutely no complaint against you personally, and in all that I have done for the sake of charity I have had in view only the restoration of peace in your Church. Finally, you shall be fully convinced of the truth of what I say if, as you announce to me, you come to show me the whole business. You will be sure to find me here on whatever day of the coming week you please.
Scripsisse me aliquid ad comitem Nivernensem in tuae personae accusationem, nec recordor, nec verum est. Caeterum si pro ecclesia tua ad eumdem principem litteras misi, hoc non adversum te, sed pro te egisse me arbitror. Siquidem audieram ipsum tuo et assensu, et consilio proposuisse venire ad visitandum vos; ad probandum de tantis malis quae de domo vestra divulgabantur, an vera essent, aut cujus culpa essent: ut quod forte sinistrum reperiret, ibidem ejus et studio et sollicitudine corrigeretur. Cujus tam justum et tam pium propositum si hortatu nostro roborare curavi, cur te inde laesum jure conqueraris, non video. Puto enim me recte fecisse, si de domo Dei zelum Dei habens, ejus providentiam qui emendaturus erat, commonui. Quod autem ex auctoritate Scripturae arguis me peccasse, quasi qui prius te non corripuerim: scito me nullam de persona tua querelam habere; sed solum ut pax fiat in ecclesia tua, ex charitate procurare. Denique ipsius rei veritatem plenius cognosces, si ad nos causam ipsam, ut dicis, attuleris. Poteris autem hic me invenire, quacunque instantis hebdomadae die libuerit.